Tuesday, August 5, 2008

i have only sadness

I lost my father. Suddenly, and with no warning. That very same night after having written my last post. Of not being sad. I dislike the irony. I can't help but wonder if some part of me knew something I didn't. My heart is heavy with grief.

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  1. Oh, Christine, I am deeply sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.

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  2. Very sad post Christine, I am so sorry. Be strong.

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  3. I am very sorry for your loss, I am sending lots of light to you.

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  4. Christine, I am so sorry. Sending you hugs and blessings and the strength to take care of yourself through this. I lost my mom and remember the pain of that.

    Much love.

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  5. Oh, Christine, I am so sorry to read this. Sending you many hugs, g

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  6. Oh Christine. I'm so sorry.

    In the grief, remember the Love. I too send hugs, and permission to just cry. Sometimes that great peace, a spiritual deep silence arises after such deep loss. We are all tangled in infinity. I think you know something, I think your happiness post wasn't Irony but a hint from the older, wise soul inside you. Much Peace to You. I am thinking of the barber shop right now.

    M

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  7. Oh little lady, I'm so very sorry. This is such a sad, sad time. I, too lost my father, about 4 years ago. It was sudden and he was alone. I was torn apart, never quite the same. Put myself back together and I'm a different person now. It changes you.
    I'm sending you prayers to get through this time in your life. Be gentle with yourself. He continues to be a part of the very beautiful cycle of life.

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  8. so sad to hear this news......
    please know I will be sending my thoughts
    your way......
    I lost my dad 3 years ago but I can still hear his laugh in my memories and know that he surrounds me...

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  9. So sorry for your news. It's so hard when you loss someone you love... I loss my brother, and I tell you that you must remember the good things that will live always with you, in your mind, and in your heart.
    You have the love even from those that doesn't know you, but can see that you are a lovely person.

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  10. I am very sorry to hear that. I wish I could hug you in person. I hope you can cry your grief out. I send you my love.

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  11. Kære Christine...
    Det gør mig forfærdeligt ondt at høre du har mistet din far...Kan desværre kun sende dig mine trøstende tanker og varme knus :(
    I mørket er der lys, men kun tiden kan få det til at skinne igen...
    Mange mange kram...

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  12. I am so sorry for your sudden loss and send you love in this sad time.

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  13. I'm so sorry. I think of you.
    I lost my father seven years ago - and without surprise, but I still miss him so.

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  14. such a strange way to come across your blog, at this time for you. but i followed the endless blog links and ended up here. and i'm delighted by your blog and also so so sorry for your recent loss. i lost my father years ago and ever since, when some passes, i'm amazed at how the ripple effects so many people in the world. like me, here, at your blog for the very first time. gentle thoughts to you...

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  15. Kära Christine!
    Så sorgligt livet är, jag lider med dig och sänder mina varmaste tankar!
    Livet är så nyckfullt och plågsamt ibland. Att döden kommer så plötsligt.
    Många, många hälsningar till dig nu. Du är världens snällaste bloggare!!!!!!!!!!

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  16. Oh Christine, I am so behind on reading blogs and have just read this news. I am so sorry for your sudden loss. I hope you take comfort knowing that your dad is in a better place and I will keep you and your family in my prayer. Be strong.... send you lots of love. Take care ok...

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